Emiliana Torrini
Date : 14 August 2001
Location : The Hollywood Troubadour
We arrived as Emiliana and her band were in the midst
of a
sound check. It was amazing to watch her at work,
the perfectionist within
remarking on all aspects of the
bands sound. After the sound check concluded we
were
ushered into the Troubadour’s bar section where we had
the chance to
speak with Emilana. Though time was short,
and the crowd began to enter the
venue as we spoke, she
was as delightful and kind as one could ever expect. Each
word or phrase was carefully thought out. Not so much
as a cautionary measure,
but to make sure that it
matched the true feeling she had within.
Emiliana:
I’ve got spinach in my teeth, I’ve got to know.
Do I?
Charles: No, you’re fine.
Emiliana: sorry:
Charles: I actually had
a ton of questions but it seems we’re short
of time.
Emiliana: We’ll do them very quickly!
Charles: And just shoot them right off, yeah? So how is the tour going?
Emiliana: (spoken very quickly) Really well! “dwing”
Charles: This is the first night of doing a show by yourself?
Emiliana: Yes, and our last also.
Charles: Are you coming back at all?
Emiliana:
We’re coming to New York in September,
playing with
Coldplay. It’s been a three
month tour so we’re happy to go home.
But I want to keep on going.
Charles: Does it just feel good?
Emiliana:
I love touring. I love playing live. I
think it’s much better
than anything else.
Charles: So you don’t like to just sit at home and watch tv?
Emiliana:
No! Not at all. I’m too lazy even for
television. I like
going to the park and going for walks and stuff. Reading
books.
Charles: So you’re an outdoors person?
Emiliana: Yeah.
Jeremy: How are you enjoying the west coast?
Emiliana:
It’s brilliant. I have nothing to compare
it to. It’s the first time
I’ve been to the east and west coast. There’s some
really funny things for
me that we’re not quite used to.
Jeremy: Such as?
Emiliana:
The muscle mania on the beaches where some
people go to
practice their legs. And some rules that we don’t know and you have
to
follow them. Everything is I.D and very
strict with booze, yet you can
have a gun. It’s very funny and doesn’t make
any sense to me. It’s almost
half fascist in some things.
Charles: Much like our
sexual mores. Where the country is so free but
than we’re like Puritans and
can’t talk about it or show it on tv.
Emiliana:
Yes, very funny. But I love it. We met
some complete magic
people that we put our claws into. (at this point she acts a
bit embarrassed,
as though she had betrayed some personal secret)
Charles: You sure you want to stop?
Emiliana: Yes.
Charles: It must be
strange, as you’ve been touring as an opening band
for Tricky, Travis, Dido
and Sting for a while.
Emiliana:
Lou Reed. One gig. It was an outdoors
blues festival. There
were a few bands and than him. We were in Florence, and
than him, and
it was beautiful. It was very funny, but it was great.
Charles: Was it hard to not be a fan?
Emiliana:
I was a fan of the Velvet Underground.
It’s always brilliant
to be able to watch somebody in a really small venue.
Charles: Was it hard to
walk up to him and say “I was a fan, but now
we’re on a similar level, as
musicians.”
Emiliana:
No, I never had a feeling like that. First
of all I don’t think
I would walk up to him at all. For me it’s always like,
people do music
and you can’t go deeper than knowing a person through music
really.
Charles: What would your music tell us about you?
Emiliana:
You would have to perceive that in your
way! Some people
probably hate it and see me as a complete asshole. I don’t
know. I like
things in-between reality and non-reality. That’s how I live my
life.
Charles: On the fringes?
Emiliana:
A little bit, but not like a mad person. I create my life how
I want to have it,
and my world how I want to have it, how I want to
live in it. Everyone is
invited, but it’s very important that you have your
own opinions on things and
beliefs.
Charles: With that mind
frame, what would happen if you had a huge
hit and you had to do tv along with
all the responsibilities with being
extremely popular. Would that be hard to do?
Emiliana:
I have no idea. I think people are living
harder lives than that
in normal lives. I don’t really want anything hysterical
and I don’t think
it would go there. And if it would, I guess you can take the
things you
want to do and not do the other. You have to keep a little control of
what your doing.
Charles: Some people
feel as though they have no choice. Like Radiohead,
where they felt as though
they had to talk to everybody and were puppets.
I can imagine that would be
difficult, especially with the level of freedom
you hold dear.
Emiliana:
I think you can also get yourself out of
it. It might happen to
you for a while than you can at least choose if you want
to stay there or not.
Charles: But it’s all in the music?
Emiliana:
Yes, it’s all in the music. I don’t think you should stop creating
or doing but
you need to also know what you want and be very careful
what you wish for. I
don’t think it will effect you if you’re doing everything
for the right reason
and you believe in it. I think it would be very, very hard
and give you lots of
insecurities if you’re doing it for the wrong reason and
doing it because you
wish to be there….and only that. That will just crowd
you with insecurities.
Charles: So it’s all about holding on to yourself, being true to yourself?
Emiliana:
Yes, nothing else. When someone writes about you, if your shit
or not. It
doesn’t really matter if you’re sincere with it and it doesn’t effect
you at
all. But if you came into it and it wasn’t right, than you read something
bad
about it, it effects you. You knew you shouldn’t have done it.
You betrayed
yourself.
Jeremy: You talked
about creating. What’s the outlook for a new album
or recording again?
Emiliana:
I’m going to start writing when I get off
this tour. In New York
we do one more show than home. Last year was a living
hell. My personal
life was down the drain and I didn’t have time to do it.
Charles: Does the music help you be strong.
Emiliana:
I don’t know, I think it’s both ways. The fear is
always there.
The worst part is so much fear of doing music. It’s a lot of work
and
you have to express yourself.
By this time the nights crowd had
begun to fill the surrounding rooms.
Thus it was time to let Emiliana prepare
for the show….
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